doodles and scribbles
Monday, September 04, 2006
Laro nalang tayo ng Chinese Garter at 10-20Nakakatuwa kasi I had the chance to work with our professors at when working with them, I can see the child in them... Parang tayo, naglolokohan at nag-aasaran... Nag-iimpersonate pa nga ng mga fellow faculty nila etc e... Paranga tayo...
i agree sa mga points ni anna at ekai sa alltarbums...
life is simplier when we are still kids the things usually pre-occupies our mind are that what are you gonna eat, wear, sometimes how to please the oldies by doing stuff buy toys, clothes and new school stuff like bags, pencil cases, crayons, watching anime, cartoons like Cedie, Princess Sarah, Julio at Julia etc. Problems before are simple... Ang buhay bata, away-bati sa friends. And the stuff are not that serious sa totoo lang. Basta, may Jolibee, Mcdo, Goldilocks cake lang, masaya na tayo. We are inclined to be honest kasi bad daw ang nagsisinungaling etc. May mga myths pang pinaniniwalaan before na pag type A blood, clean blood at type O - dirty blood; na we were delivered by heron etc.
Now that we are old, life became more complicated... Reality na kasi, its like when we are still young, we lived in an idealistic world that everything seems to be perfect at tama si anna that most of us wished to grow up na kasi we thought that being old enough, we could enjoy more privilages in life that we envy from our parents and sibling.
Reality na ngayon kasi every move, we have to pay the consequences. Before, wala tayong problema sa pera, nagyon, malaking problema kung saan kukuha ng pera. Before, when we broke something, we are just scolded or sasabihan, pero ngayon iba na. Before, its easy to be honest, ngayon, ang hirap na (the elephant thing ekai's talking about) Alam nyo yung feeling that there is a clash between personal comfort and morality in terms of honestly... When you say the truth, you'll be condemend, but if you don't ang heavy ng burden... Hindi din masaya that the people around you tolerated dishonesty... Ang hirap...
A Thomasian Nurse batch 1993 said to me: "Before, my parents always says: Paka-bait ka para matuwa sayo ang mga tao. Study hard so that you could enter a good college, tapos I studied hard nga. Study harder so that you could have a good job. Work hard so that you'll be promoted." Pero sabi din nya na ngayon, parang hindi din cya masaya even though he achieve all of this kasi ang tanung nya sa sarili nya: "What's next?" HIndi daw katulad noong mga bata pa tayo... na simple ang buhay bata.
Sa totoo lang, minsan naiisip ko kung tama ba itong ginagawa ko kasi ang dami na nagiging affected... Its UST vs the world na nga dito e... Kulang na lang e kuyugin na nila ang skul sa sobrang galit nila... pero sabi nga sakin ni Ma'am Llanes at Ekai, there will come a time na you'll have to choose: between the easy thing and the right thing.
its the clash between the idealistic and the realistic point of view...
Grabe... na-mimiss ko na maging bata... Sana pala, mas in-enjoy ko lalu ang childhood ko. hehehe. Laro nalang tayo ng Chinese Garter at 10-20
